If

幸福不是每一天都有
錯過以后要等很久很久
別讓你的快樂在我怀中變成泡沫

至少我們依然是朋友
如果我不适合握你的手
帶著我的祝福好好的過

藏起心痛
我想我還能忍受 這點寂寞
用最沉默的溫柔 微笑對你揮揮手

If you cry 我會明白 If you smile 我也會溫暖
走累了 If you don't mind 和我坐下來 看看天的藍
If you cry 還有我在 If you try 陪你等待
你永遠不會孤單 有個人只為了你存在

Over the Week

Finalli eid is over… no need to come back to sch every dae n slp 4 hrs a dae… those daes were worst than period during sch terms… haha… some of u may find tis familiar… cos it’s in my pervious post n I’ve deleted it away.. tat post main idea is to tell some pple tat I’m not really angry wif them.. but I guess there’s always a time limit 4 explanation.. so if u miss it or refuse to accept.. then too bad…

I have to say a big thank you to all my eid grp members.. if not 4 u all, I don’t tink eid ‘ll be as fun.. n of cos I must thanx joyce, sharlyn, james n mingfen 4 entertaining me.. but seems like it more of me entertaining u all…haha…but still if not 4 u all, time wont have passed so fast.. the video of james are out.. interested parties can msn to get.. haha


our grp beautiful eid poster--> Before


After


our prototype --> done by xiaomin n mingfen… haha


Grp 34 rockx


my cute entertainers --> Sharlyn, Joyce n James


mingfen n me à last dae of my long hair :(

Went cut my hair before gg to Fiona’s concert… it’s really veri veri short compared to my pervious length.. I miss my long hair.. but then again, I can now clean my hair more quickly n drop less hair… I can oso feel tat my hair smell better now cos I always tink tat I nv clean my long hair cleanly though it’s not true.. haha.. Fiona’s concert was gd… n I finalli believe in tis ting call fridae the 13… all thanx to the stupid taxi driver.. he’s an idiot.. if u don’t noe the route, then don’t be a taxi driver… or jus let us down n take the cab behind u.. thanx 4 charging us 8 bucks jus to drive to Newton frn orchard… n trying to kill us on the way… doing a right turn in the main road when u’re not allowed to… shld take a pic of tat stupid murder… let’s not spoil the mood… back to the concert.. the 1st part was really abit boring.. cos we don’t noe how to appreciate the music.. haa.. but the back was gd.. I like all the musicals… haha.. really enjoyed myself.. but Fiona, I tink u shld wear the cheongsam.. then can let us see the diff side of u… haha… n luckily we nv make stupid comments n make a lot of noise during the concert.. cos tjc principle is jus sitting next to us.. haha…


dearest e4 --> my new haircut… really short rite??

I finalli made up my mind on wat song to sing 4 my vocal clinic test..

蔡依林 - 倒帶
我受夠了等待你所謂的安排　
說的未來到底多久才來
總是要來不及才知道我可愛　
我想依賴而你卻都不在

應該開心的地帶　
你給的全是空白　
一個人假日發呆
找不到人陪我看海　

我在幸福的門外　
卻一直都進不來　
你累積給的傷害　
我是真的很難釋懷　

終於看開愛回不來
而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　
哭著求我留下來

終於看開愛回不來　
我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　
寧願沒出息求我別離開　

你總是要我乖慢慢計劃將來　
我的眼淚卻一直掉下來　
過去怎麼交代你該給的信賴　
被你親手緩緩推入懸崖　
從我臉上的蒼白　
看到記憶慢下來　
過去甜蜜在倒帶　
只是感覺已經不在　

而我對你的期待
被你一次次摔壞　
已經碎成太多塊　
要怎麼拼湊跟重來

終於看開愛回不來　
而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　
哭著求我留下來　

終於看開愛回不來　
我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　
寧願沒出息求我別離開

Pissed

It’s been a long long time since I last blogged… n every time I blogged is mostly bcos I’m angry or pissed… wanted to blog a really really happy event..so I start wif the happy event then followed by all the angry n pissed stuff…

Wakeboarding
All I can is… it’s super super super fun… I love wakeboarding.. considering of picking it up.. but learning wakeboarding is super expensive…so I guess I shld jus stick wif tennis n squash.. haha.. meiying…if u’re reading tis, u’re supposed to teach me.. haha.. n thanx 4 organizing the event… though I noe it’s part of social sec’s duty but u always make all the event so fun… tat’s y I’m so attached to hall 10… n thanx 4 accompanying me then cannot be in the same boat as jiewen… but I noe I’m a better company than him… haha… don’t tell jiewen my blog add… haha.. n lastly, thanx 4 ur sweet testimonial in friendster.. u made feel like a “teacher’s pet”… haha... the onli not so gd ting tat happen on tat dae is tat i injuried my wrist.. n i dont dare to tell mummy... scared tat she'll scold me.. but it's prefectly fine now.. n how can i forget mentioning the yummy seafood dinner... it's realli gd... i'm gg to bring my friens n family there next time.. n order lots n lots of crab.. yummy yummy... drooling.. hee


me n joe-lin on our way to wakeboarding


meiying n me on the boat


joe-lin, meiying n me on the speedboat... i tink i look fat


so cool rite? But actually I’m screaming on the top of my voice.. n the next moment I’m in the water


meiying n me on the way to our yummy seafood


It’s us again… haha

Mother’s Day
Thanx mom 4 the wonderful lunch at crystal jade.. I always overeat when I’m out wif my mum n sis… growing fatter n fatter even since examz starts.. n I don’t noe how long nv step into gym le.. time to buck up n lose weight.. I don’t wan to be a fatso.. everything was so nice n fun until the moment I came back to hall… I HATE coming back to hall during the holi… n I came all the way back frm my nice n cosy n comfortable hse back to the stupid n dirty n disgusting ntu jus to take the stupid picture of the ugly n unwanted n rumored haunted nanyang lake.. n the worst ting is.. when I reached jp to develop the photo.. I found out tat it’s at the wrong resolution… n I cant get my pic ready the next dae afternoon which I need it 4 my eid project.. which means I have to retake the next dae morning n send to develop n collect it at nite.. so I actually don’t need to come back to take the stupid n unwanted n rumored haunted nanyang lake… pissed event number 1.. tings got worst when I step into the toilet.. I always tot tat level 4 toilet is heaven n level 6 toilet is hell… but now I noe I’m WRONG!!! The toilet is super super dirty… wif the dead bodies of insects near the corridor.. if u nv look closer, u’ll tot tat someone shit there…. Can u imagine how disgusting izzit… pissed event number 2

Monday
Had to wake up early in the morning 4 my GE.. GE was fun… but I tink it’s abit too tough 4 me.. most of my clsmates have choir backgrd.. so they already noe the singing techniques.. though I enjoy singing n I joined choir b4.. but I nv stay in choir 4 more than 1 mth b4… haha… jus plainly hate singing the songs I don’t like.. still prefer ktv.. haha.. can sing all the songs I wan… cls started when I realized I forgot to bring my pencil case… so stupid of me …walked all the way frm south spine to nanynag lake to retake the stupid photo… poor mingfen has to go down to jp to develop the photo n I’lll collect it at nite.. then I walked all the way back to hall 10 to collect my stuff so tat I can meet up wif my grp members later.. the weather is super super hot n I’m sweating like mad.. regret walking… but meeting up wif the grp members were really fun… though we don’t noe each other.. but tink we can work really well.. everyone completed their responsibility.. I’m glad to have such nice members… ended the project at 6… wif onli half of the stuff completed so we have to meet up again 2molo… all the bad tings come again the moment I stepped into hall… had to carry all the tings bad is already bad enough.. seeing how dirty my rm is make it worst… the amount of undone laundry is almost touching the ceiling.. so I have not choice but to do my laundry.. while trying to hang my clothes, a stupid n ugly n cunning lizard ran into my rm.. arggg…. It’s those super super big kind n I don’t dare to kind it… pissed event number 3…sprayed lots of baygon trying to kill the lizard but don’t noe where it went.. then went jp to collect the stupid pic of nanyang lake.. bathing is now the most horrible ting to do now.. lots of insects n moths.. n one of the moth try to get near me while I’m bathing.. it really scare me…pissed event number 4… I’m a human being.. why must I pay money to the hall office n live wif a bunch of insects which are like 2 times bigger b4 holis? N I’m surprised tat the amount of insects can multiply by 10 times in such a short time? N the 2 stupid cats… pissed event number 5.. keep appearing in front of me.. get lost.. I’m scare of u… so leave me alone.. I will even even feed u… n it’s not funnie to try to joke wif someone who’s feeling pissed off.. pissed event number 6…to the childish n stupid clsmates of mine…I noe u all are trying to be funnie but I’m not in the mood to play along wif u all 2dae… so jus leave me alone.. n thanx goodness I’m not in my rm.. or else I tink I’ll be the joke of the dae… n I telling to the 5 of u… I’m angry… so better leave me alone on thurs.. if u really really wan to tok to me n I doubt so… u better apologise b4 saying other tings… or else jus leave me alone…

I tink I’ll get crazy soon…. I keep feeling pissed n I haven find a gd timing to blow up.. so throughout the whole of yesterdae n 2dae.. I keep telling myself not to get angry… but I’m REALLY REALLY PISSED!!!! If u nv see me 2molo, it’s bcos I have exploded frm all the pissedness..